Ch, all you need is a proper budgeting. A better financial management is the key to solve all your financial problems.
You are having tough times just because you are lacking management in it.
Let me exemplify, if you love to cook food, and if you know the art of cooking nicely, it will be appreciated by all. But, if you are cooking without any interest, you will be the only one to criticize first.
It's all management, my dear!! You will be able to master this art very soon only if you have interest towards it.
Regards
Roxette