Hi guys is me again. i continue feeling great. good thing is that i have felt this type of state of mind in several occassions before with different triggerings/chatalists, including being in love and not loved back, being in a great relationship,after great ,
**** when i was a kid most of the time but not concious of it, reading the bible entirely, several christian and catholic books, articles, songs, going to churches diferent denominations, reading new age books, reading whtch-type authors like Carlos Castaneda, and now these materials. This shows by the preponderance of the evidence in me, that there may be a variaty of triggering events like this, but ultimately, our divine nature and powers are real, since all of the sources above including the bible agree w this statement. Jesus said that we will do the miracles he performed and more. Now the "powers" I have experienced so far regarless of the triggering event are not supernatural, is realy being in a great state of mind feeling great physically and emotionally, i guess what some religions call nirvanna, or in a state of grace, or just feeling great. Regarless of what comes next, the important think is that i feel great now and love my self lot more. what ever i get material i will enjoy more than ever, just like kids, and that is the lost paradise or heaven on earth which by the way, is possible according to Jesus in the Bible. In my experience we ougth to be carefull in selecting the triggering material because some are more burdensome than others, most begin w promises, and most require money, commitment, specially the ones involving a women/man, which require more money and emotional problems, total commitment and loss of freedom. All books spiritual or not cost money. traditional religions want more than 10% or your gross income,even when the Bible clearly indicates that it should be share in a thanks given party with church people, your employees, orfans an widows but only after you have taken the promised land were milk and honey flows from the earth and you had been freed from all your enemies; not feeling great is even more expensive and damaging in all respects. Having great
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**** but is illigal so can cost you more. So i go with whatever works with least cost. 1 package of cigarrets a day is 365x4.65 is lot of money not to mention the other costs involved. paying for taking girls to dates can get expensive not to mention the mental distress, 10% of your income is not cheap, supporting a wife/family cost you not only your entire wallet plus your life, except for a few ones, by the way all such costs are tax deductable by the governments. just be honest with yourself, Jesus said that marriage was not for everybody and that at resurrection, which can happen here on earth at any time for any individual according to Bible, nobody will marry nor will be given into marriage, if you are not getting what you were suppost to get from what ever let go and move on. being unhappy, unwhole is too expensive unnecessary price to pay. Even if these guys are taking advantage, so far is the cheapest way i have found, beside being a kid, which Jesus said the kindomn is like that, which i am getting there thaks in part for the valuable services and unappreciated love at the time i received from all the sources above including two wifes,once there i am sure i'll be free from any external stimula need, but enjoying everything. May God continue blessing you all abundantly and guiding you in your spiritual journey, regarless of the divine means he use for you at any given time, including this page.
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