I have a novel idea: How about not taking out a loan unless you understand what the terms are, and are commited to paying it back? The PDL company was there when you had an emergency and needed money, you should be grateful enough to pay them back, even if the payments are painful. And, don't tell me that they changed the terms after you took the loan--I've used PDL lenders numerous times, and they've never failed to live up to the terms.