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I really don't know what to say except to first apologize to everyone for causing so much worry. I am very grateful that I recieved a phone call this afternoon checking on me. I have in fact, not been doing well at all for the last 2 to 3 weeks. I did not handle my son-in-law's deployment orders as well as I thought I could. I do honestly believe that I have had a nervous breakdown over all of this. I have lost 20 lbs. in just the last few weeks. My husband was shocked when he came this past week-end for Father's day. You have all been such good friends. If you would just read my blog for 1 last time....I think you will be able to better understand what I have been through. I am in fact on my way back. I wrote my last post today to my blog. I am letting the blog stay up in honor of my son-in-law and all veterans and their families caught up in this nightmare...but, I myself must accept God's will and get on with life. So please give me a little time to find Jackie again, and, I will be back stronger than ever. Oh yes my blog is at

http://moondanzerdelivers.blogspot.com

Thank you all for being such good friends.

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:26 pm Subject:

Moon,I hope you are well and email me if you need to talk.I am a old man,but being third generation military I may be able to rent out my shoulders.

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:32 pm Subject:

Oh my gosh Jackie, we are so relieved that you are ok!! I have sent you some emails but I have been having trouble with my email so I didn't know if you would get them. I will talk to you soon.....I have really missed you as have many others!!! *hugs*

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:38 pm Subject:

Thank you my dear friend, I hit a turning point today. In fact, up until today I wasn't doing very well at all. And, didn't even realize it. But, I have accepted the fact that I can't stop what God has destined to be. So yes as of today I am on my way back. It may take me a while....I am very weak. My husband thought about having me hospitilized due to my weight loss. I guess this is something that only family members of military can truly understand. I really had no clue that it would literally rip my heart out. Thank you so much for being here for me.

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:46 pm Subject:

Glad to see you back! Take as much time as you need to get yourself healthy, that is most important . . . . Now that we know you are okay we will all rest better.

We are all here for you and will help you in any way we can. Just let us know!

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:48 pm Subject:

And by the way, you can change your username without having to open a new account . . . . In your profile area, you can change it to whatever you want! Not that Moondanzer isn't a great name, but we'd understand if you wanted to change it.

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 3:00 pm Subject:

Thank you so much Goudah....today you were an Angel. And, I actually went back and changed that part on the blog. To getting rid of the alterego MoonDanzerDelivers. I actually like the name and heaven knows I love my avatar. So I think Moondanzer shall live. But MoonDanzerDelivers is gone. I actually feel so relieved. I think I am going to get something to eat and watch a movie. Much love and hugz to all of you!

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 3:09 pm Subject:

Sounds like fun! You deserve it! Take care! Very Happy

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 3:17 pm Subject:

I am so glad that you are alright. I missed your posts and was getting a little concerned about how you were doing. Take care of yourself first and when you feel better jump on in!

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 4:18 pm Subject:

I haven't been on very much...take care of yourself! We miss you

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 4:20 pm Subject:

You are in a very good mood, Moon. We are very happy to have you back and enjoy this beautiful day. This is one life we live and we have to go through everything written in destiny. Just enjoy every single day because it's the gift by God. He wants to see all his children happy Smile

Mike

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 4:33 pm Subject:

Mike, that was very sweet Smile

Moon, my prayers and thoughts are with you. Take care of yourself Smile

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 7:50 pm Subject:

Hey Moon,
We're just a mouseclick away, remember that. I can't pretend that I understand why we're even involved in this nightmare, but I'm sure your loved one has a halo over his head. Glad to see you back!

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 8:47 pm Subject:

Well honestly I don't know why you are either....except someone cared enough to call and check on me and inform me that everyone was worried. So I posted to let everyone know that I am truly still alive. And, thank you for the welcome back....and, I would sing you a tune if I could....but, I don't rhyme very well....can't you tell?

Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 9:07 pm Subject:

Moon,
I am glad to hear that you are ok, I encourage you to stay with us. I am a desert storm veteran, my brother and I were both deployed at the same time. My mother went absolutely crazy with worry, she wrote us everyday. Today I am a veterans employment representative in Pa. I see the changes in the young men and women that come back from Iraq, it is sad. My father was a vietnam veteran who ended his life shortly upon return. All that came back of him was a shell anyway. He drank heavily and eventually the evils of the ptsd took over and he quietly ended it. 3 months later his brother did the same. I have always wanted to write about being the child of a vietnam veteran, I had the title chosen, "Casualties of War, forgotten children", I recently sent to get my fathers medals, I have his and mine, someday I will sit down and make a display that is deserving. He was a young man, a strong man and a soldier. He was 27 when he chose to leave.

Stay with us, we are here for your support and we could all use some healing.

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