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i have 4 personalities when i get really drunk. bar me is pretty normal, and the most common. he keeps his composure when out in public, where there may be consequences for poor behavior. pissed off me, who sits quietly a broods over my beers, occasionally spitting out a few mean quips here and there. party me straight does not give a fuck. ill go buck wild and say anything and everything. while this guy is fairly popular, he also steps on some toes. i usually feel ashamed the next morning for letting him show up. and then theres sexual predator/perv me this is the guy who hits on anything with tits and a vagina. he says the most perverted, inflammatory, disgusting things. no woman is safe, not even friends girlfriends. i also wake with a deep sense of shame. i have taken to sending apologies to anyone who partied with me when party me or perv me makes an appearance the night before, even if i didnt directly do anything. some people harbor grudges, and i feel like i should apologize for my poor behavior. hopefully i havent pissed anyone off too bad. ive messed up a few friendships enough that it tooks months to repair because i said inappropriate things or told someone off about something trivial..

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I was 18, finally graduated from my high school with a mark of 75/100 (My school was a 'selective school' that prided on about 90% of students getting over 90). In the eyes of the school, I was a failure. To my parents, failure. My girlfriend at the time? Epic failure (She got 98.95). The only people around me who didn't think so were my group of mates who all got around the same mark or worse (We were counted as the deadbeats of the school - Asian and not bright).I had hit rock bottom, I wanted to do Commerce but that needed a 95 mark. I was 20 marks off and settled for a science degree in health information management (what?). I sunk into semi-depression, playing WoW for a good half year - wasting my life and having relationship issues.Then one day when I was grinding the shit out of some monsters, something clicked. I quit WoW and got my shit together. Killed the rest of my subjects, and got into Commerce at the 'top' uni. During this time I became socially retarded as well and decided to change that by finding some new friends. Dumped my poisonous relationship, and became awesome like a boss.3 years since then, i've graduated with a WAM higher than most peers, starting a job with an accounting firm in the next tier after the big 4,and just came back from travelling Asian with my mates from uni. Fuck yeah i've changed..

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I do have an exact moment (or at least, evening).

I was 19, dancing with my girlfriend at a ball at the university. And I couldn't keep my eyes off a guy who I knew and didn't even really like, but fuck he looked hot in a tux, with his new haircut etc.

It really just set the seed for coming out. I was thinking all evening "I don't even like this guy, and I'm feeling things for him I could never feel for this gorgeous, funny, sweet woman I'm dancing with, however desperately I've been trying to for the last year". In many ways, it taught me that I'm a monkey - I just have these primal things going on that I can't reason myself into or out of. It really was that final nail in the coffin for me that just said "It's over - you've never been into girls, here's that last bit of proof".

It kinda makes me laugh when I hear all these nutty groups trying to stop depiction of gay guys on TV. Every single bloody one of us can tell you, the only way to stop us from being attracted to guys, is if you can magically stop guys from being hot.



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