Well this has been a VERY bad year to say the least. I truly hate life and I am not sure if I can even move forward anymore. There are so many days when I want to just vanish and go live in some small town or change my name.
A little background on my life: I am 24 years old, male, from Michigan. I sell Industrial Realestate for a very large firm in the area. I have been doing this for 3 years.... I hate it! There are brokers in my office making $100,000-$200,000 plus easy.... I am not one of them. I have low self esteem and I dont know why. I feel like a faliure and I dont know what to do.