I live in Texas and due to a variety of circumstances I have a large credit card debt I am unable to pay, the credit card company refused to work with me in any way, one of their reps actually told me to go find a man to marry me who could pay it, and the minimums just became impossible so, with regret, I defaulted, a credit counselling service was unable to help either as my income was too small and unpredictable. I don't feel good about what I did, it's always on my mind, I am always afraid and stressed, but even if I gave them every penny I have it would not make this go away.