I need 20 thousand to pay off all my credit debt , cash advances and my car . My boyfriend of 11 years is moving without me and unless I can get this loan , well I don't know what I will do . I am on SSI making 784.30 a month and I get allomoney of 200.00 a month .A total of 984.30 a month and another 120 . for cleaning a house a month . I was divorced 2 years ago and he was awarded the house , yet it still shows as my debit . I have not lived there or payed any bills there in 3 years .My divorce paper say it his house , so I don't understand why it still shows on my credit report .